How on earth could I have allowed my emotions to overrule my instinct…I thought aloud, as my mind flashed back to the Commitment I made some months ago out of my over-whelmed state, tears trickled down my cheek, I’ve given in to what I didn’t want to, I didn’t want to make that commitment that night but my emotions is something that I can’t really explain, I allowed my emotions to overrule my instinct….
Is he really the right one for me?? I don’t know
Is he meant for me?? I can’t explain
What are his intentions??? I can’t fathom
Will he help me to achieve my life purpose?
Why did I give in?? My emotions
Funny enough, I didn’t define my relationship with him, I was overwhelmed by his loving and caring words, the attention he showered and his love is something that always send some sweet sensation deep inside, I got engaged without a definite purpose ….Now reality is dawning on me and nemesis is catching up with me.
NOTE: when the purpose of a thing is not known, the abuse is inevitable… Before going into a relationship, define the relationship, know your aims and purpose for that relationship…. Never say “YES” to a guy because of the attention he gives, it’s not enough reason to say “YES”….Never make a commitment out of your emotions .